Bonfire Night

I 'celebrated' bonfire night for the first time in several years. I know I'm a pyromaniac but it's better than sitting in all night. I went with Lisa and male friend:P. We went to an organised display. The fireworks were beautiful: gold and silver droplets hanging in the air. We then went back to P's flat and consumed a bottle of wine. I envied the flat's neatness and its minimalist style. I long to live in any place except my own. In the midst of anyone's creation except my own. In fact I'd like to be anyone except myself.