So Many Things...

So many things to do but such little time to do them in. Especially when you are burdened by the soporific effects of Zyprexa.

Currently reading: The Storm by Daniel Defoe and The Case of Mary Bell by Gitta Sereny.

Currently eating: Granary bread and M&S Wild Rocket, watercress and spinach salad with lashings of black pepper.

I have gained an awful lot of weight as a result of Zyprexa so I am avoiding calorie-rich food. I eye with envy the very thin, almost emaciated, girls who waltz down the street - taunting me. And then there is the voice in my head like a stuck record: 'You can never go back'.

And I hardly dare move around my flat for fear of undoing all the good work my mother has done.