Drowning and Other Fragments

Tristesse

Labels: Apple, diet, macbook, Macintosh, moi, photobooth, stupid freakish body

WTF?

People seriously believe this woman is fat? Oh.My.God. Scalpel, vacuum cleaner. It's time for a little DIY liposuction.

Labels: collective madness, diet, frivolous, insecurity

I know more about abuse than you could ever dream of. My mother says she only wants me to be happy. Is this an entirely realistic expectation? It grabs hold of my mind and it won't let go. Surely contentment is the best we can hope for. Happiness is supposed to be a fleeting emotion. That's why we relish it. Been doing something dumb - eating alka selzers like sweets. They expand in my stomach and the relentless hunger dissipates.

Labels: diet, eating disorders, free floating anxiety, health, mental illness